Single again ^^ xoxox
Why must he do this to me?? why must he play!Fucked! and do this to me FUCKING WHY !! I FUCKING HATE YOU -.- REALY HATE YOU! THAT ALL I CAN SAY,:'( YOU MADE MY FEELING SO HAPPY FUCK NUT!
Is it me? am i thinking to deep?!:'( thinking negetive again? I DONT KNOW !!!! I REALY DONT FUCKING NO ANYMORE:'( he doesnt understand or see how i feel towards him :'( everytime ,when the Three werds are said, seems like nothing to him! everytime i wanna talk to him, seem like im invisible:'( am i invisible:'( Does he even love me still? :'( sometimes I JUST WANT TO SAY I HATE YOU but i love you soo much :'( hmmm...
Semalam!! Semalam me and boyfie had a momment where he was angry at me :( hee!Seriously cute and scary haa! well boyfie got mad at me pasal lysha thinking negative again , HAYioooo SO STUPID of me! and like i was soo scared of him when his like mad haa!, So Damn Hot! hee! (love a man with attetuide and angre when it comes to problems haa!) and well he acted soo MAD and didnt wanna talk to me :| SCARY SHYT! hee! i was shyting my self , like omg!, but then after that i was laughing my head off, cause his so damn cute and FUUHH! fierce hee! shows that he care alot hee!, and like makes me know him more and his attetuide more too hee! IM SORRY BABYBOO! , lysha taq akan buat lagi kay ^^ thehee!
Today!!! Today today today! hehee! it was sooo THE AWSOMENESS day of my life xD yes yes I GOT MY TONGUE pierced xD finally hee! and omg i was shakeing my head/heart out hee! it was soo Scary and painful when they clumped and poke my tongue hee!, but its werth it yay! hahahaha! I CANT TALK PROPLY grrr! heee! its so funny all the gurls said that i sound like a retard :( hee! LOVE THEM SOO MUCH HEE! and well my tongue is swollen now:(,haha! and i tried eating and well OMG SOO HARD hahaa, felt like a such failer man hee! well well im happy tho hee! AFTER PEIRCEING WENT TO FG AND I OMG GOT LOST ON THE WAY HOMe hahhaa! i took the wronge bus and had to run alway to the bus stop near my house haaha! then mummy picked me up. kehehe! i tryed talking normally hehe! luckly she wasnt suspicias hee! oh yeah ^^ well okey okey guys i wanna end it here but i will update again tomro hee! tata titi tutu love you!^^ bye xooxoxoxoxoxo
Hey lovelys xD im back back back and is all good and happy now hee! okey okey nampak taq the pictures up there? , kehhehe! cute kan xD i love him to bits , and put all my heart ,love and Trust toward my baby Bucin ^^ his the first guy that made me trully put all my love for him, by a quick time, his my all, my one and hopefully my only. his the one i love and no one could still that from him, he brightern my heart from the frist day i met him, his special to me for how he is and the way he acts. To my Darling i promis you with my life and our relationship that i will try my best to understand you, take care of ur heart, your feelings, and promise you that i will try my hardest to never hurt ur feelings at all.. im glad that i met you, im glad that your mine, im glad that eu came in my life, im glad that i loveyou.. and Dear , i will always miss you..oxox
Well guys ,i havent update in like a quite long time, and well in those times ,Alot of stuff been happening , there were up and downs, Sadness and Happyness, and Confusions.. One of them was, Me & My Boyfie, that was such a Emotional time and night haishh.. well the story starts like this.. It was just a normal day and well as usual me and him were online , and i started the conversation , but then he seen like all diffrent so i thought something was going on, i tried to ask and know what is in his head, but he just simply ignores me, and treat me as a frend, and that went for like 2 days... The third day me and him like always talk to eachother, but this time he treated me like nothing, and well i knew something was on , but i just ignored cause i didnt want to think Negative again, but for a reason it just went to far and i went all broke down. i just felt that im just hurting my self more and more each time i be quite, so then i went to tagged , and went thru his pictures , and when i saw his picture there was comments from his ex , and that they both was so Close like they were together again, hmm.. that just made me Hurt more to see both of them again hmm.. but i just had to be strong.. then on msn i just had to tell him if he love me or his ex He said no Comment and then i told him that i seriousely wanna know and that i wanna know the truth .. so then he said, I LOVE YOU ,AND I LOVE HER, and that his Confused , i just went all BROKE DOWN and Sad that i said to him , So if its like that , why dont eu let me go and go back to her cause i just dont want to be the secound one in his heart.. haiiiyooo it was soo the EMOTIONAL:(:(.. (skip all that and go to the ENDING) so like he and me were all COMPLICATED and i was tearing to Death!, and he ask for A webby -.- , so i insist to let him look at my swollen eyes HAHA! , and i couldnt stand it so i jsut had to go and cry it out in bed, so i said i gotta go "pape msg if wanna talk " so i went off , then Start my Crying and mummy came in , and i told her everything hmm.. then was crying again laying down cause mummy told me to dont think much and rest.. then i Got a call from mama(boyfies mummy) and she talk to me to see if im fine, i didnt wanna tell her what going on so i had to lie and said everything is okey ..hmm and after that i talk to boyfie, and he totally beg me to forgive him and Dont wanna loose me , and Said that he ONLY love me AND only Me only , so then i couldnt want to loose him cause i love him to bits so, then we talked and everything went okey :) yay! hehehe So now me and him are all goods xD, and sekarang kan , dier macam LOVE ME more ^^ and all careing and back to normal , and gave me the love that i never had in my life from a guy hee!...
Second one was that This two boy and gurl that are soo close to me now , which name are Babyliza, Ailyn & KimmySian hee!, they soooooooo sWEET love them so much , they the BEST frends i ever had, AILYN she my Gurl that been there for me alot and she helps me with problems i have and that she there when i need her , i will never wanna loose my Gurl , me and her had Been in UPS and DOWNS together and i swear i will never want out frendship to BREAK..^^
BabyLiza & KimmySian (Audi voomvoom) THIS TWO CATS AND DOGS of mine they bring a smile on my face when ever i am down and BRING luaghter always HAHAHA! memories in those times hahaha! so funny, im glad eu guys ARE MY BESTIES! hehehhee audi: thank you for being there , and be the one to listen to my problems and the things thats goes in my head.. and thank you for trying hard to make me and aril Last long and keep our Relatiionship together still dydy ur the BEST ^^
Liz: BABYCAKES ILOVEYOU AND YOU KNOW WHY AND KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO SAY ALREDI BUT yeah IMISS YOU BABE! hehehehee
you all BRING JOY in my life hee!
okey okey all i think i might continue tomro cause BOYFIE is timeing me hahahahah! ILOVEHIM TO DEATH kehehehe! okey all love you all and stay happy oxoxoxox tata titi tutu bye ^^
Sorry guys umm , Lysha No mood to update my blog but i promise maybe next month ill start updateing okey its just that i got heaps of things in my head at the momment soo catch eu soon bye all oxoxoxox
♥♥YaY! ♥♥Finally the blog is better hehe! thankyou LIZA, thanks babygurl for the help xD! oh im soo happy hee!.. okey well im soo Sleepy atm and like home alone, hee! oh what a night hee!.. well at leas i dont get told of by mama for puting the song on to loud hee!, aaaaah!! SLEEPY! -.-! Today i had abit more time with my beloved mummy♥ ,and we made Caremel Slice , which im still waiting for it to harden up till now hehe! yumm yumm♥ and like mum helped me and , today she gave me advice , which i actually open my ears to, and i swear and promise to mama and papa, that i will Change my habbits and attetuide toward eu both.. haish im so sorry mama &papa♥♥:( Anyways♥♥♥♥ SOOOOO SLEEPY! hahaha! oh! i soo wanna thank babyliz & audi (Kimmysian) for being there for me yesturday while i was in a sad momment, and thank eu guys for giveing me advice, and for makeing me smile again in the end♥ you guys are great frends ♥ ♥♥ To my Boyfie baby!, hee! Bacin i miss him sooo Much! hee!♥ macam naq gi Singapore SERKARANG hee! 12 Days more Bhy hee!♥♥♥♥♥ iloveyousoomuch kehehe! hmm♥ okey all i think its inuff for tonight ill update and post more tomro and onwards kay ^^ byebye ♥
Irs 1.29 am , still not asleep , currently webcaming with my booyfie.. it was soo kecoh tadi in the Comfrence with my Babygirl, kimmy and Boyfie hahah! but at the end liz had to go:(, then it left Boyfie and Kimmy and me, then it Ended by Kimmy angry at me cause i miss understand , Haaiiyooo! sorry taw kimmy :(... so then its me and Boyfie hee! , sooooooooo Cute love him so much , hayyioooo well tonight mama ckp i cant stay up late cause tomro skola, hmmm so maybe 2.00am ill be going to sleep hee!.. yay!!!! this week is the last week of School!!! sooo cant wait , hahah! but then i got no where to go , hmmm! well anywhoo , im soo Cfb going school tomro its allll tireing!!! grr! gahahahahha
okey okey guys , goodnight/morning and update tomro xooxoxoxx bye
waiting waiting waiting sooo damn bored hahahaa , currently chatting with EinFarahin tadi and also, chatting in a comfernce with BabyLiza and Kimmysian at msn... hahak! so kecoh those two mahlok cute hahaa! so so so what to do!?
HEE!!!! hmm , well lysha macam got nothing to say seh but just have one thing to say je
BABYY!!!! I MISS YOU!! :(:( hee!! peace!
okey okey update bila free kay tata titi tutu Iloveyou! ^^
Im back for more Bloging xD
Lysha here !!!see the photo up there, heheh! thats him xD sooo cutetook that the 3rd or 5th time we webby xDi love him soooo much!hee! ♥06062010♥
Hey hey hehe! lysha is back with the bloging, and well i start a new life again ^^.. and is moveing on from the past.. at the momment im webbying with my Hubby SHAHRIL, hehe!, and pretty much kinda bored, but im still entertain by his crazyness hee!, also that im chating to Audi voom voom HAHA! that toyol! -.- hehehhe! , im also chatting to my adeq sdre EinFarahin hee!, God , what to do what to do hee!..
Today i decided to make a new msn, due to the one that sound horrible and all, so i made a new addie, but then i felt sad cause i love this msn, so i dicided to change my mind, hee!
hehe! okey okey i think i gtg now, heheh hubby is waiting and i think not in a happy mood :S... kkay update soon tata! Tod
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