Getting well soon from my chest infection hee! so happy and im starting to think and think about just not think much cause from stressing about guys i go sick like this lol but from all that expirence , im gonna go back to the old Lysha the lysha that dont high hopes and the strong girl ^^ but just to let my dear ex I STILL LOVE YOU BABY! HEHEE! kkay all tata! ^^
im sorry to make eu think that eu are jahat. im sorry to make eu feel like everyone hurt you im sorry that i made eu lost faith in ur self. im sorry to make you confused im really really sorry for everything dear ex. i love you but im sorry for everything, you told me to move on and just forget about you it hurts to much and i dunnoe if i can do it :'( hmm.. i lost werds now and dunnoe what else to say i think im gonna end it here i just dunnoe what else to do anymore but say im sorry :(
memories!! *cry* i still llove this guy alot haishhhh 28.10.09 the date that i hope one day it could be continued again. I miss his voice, i miss his laughter, i miss his jokes, i miss his hugs and kisses :(, i miss being worried and stress about him everynight, crying about him all the time. :'( I MISS HIM!!hmmm.. just now i went thru his blog and re-read the past the dates that we were together and GOD i miss those times :'( *CRYYYYYYY*
H.E.A.R.T.L.E.S.S !
that is what i am now , LOVE is just Nothing for me at the momment ! and Hope FOREVER ! EX terCinta , you made my heart go BREAK BREAK arh ! i dont even know what you want from me ?!!! First you send me a message on FB ! saying this and that , and i fully was touched and cryed then i replyed you saying all my feeling towards you all this while , then you Broke with your Gf , and you told me you cant accept yourself ! and that you want to be single , and like before you say eu want to be with me again HAISH !!!!! whatdoyouwantfromme !!!:'( arrrgghhhh !!!! you just making me LOOSE HOPE OF LOVE !! hmmmm .....
ANYWAYS !... Tadi kelakar seh sama EinFarahin ! kite tgh webby abeh , my dad had a fone call he got up running and then he couldnt flip his phone open , and he paniced ! HAHAHAA ! Daddy yelled : " WHATS WRONG WITH THIS PHONE !" then he said : " Helloo ?? ".... HAHAHAHA ! FUNNY SHYT sooooo funnyyy okey okey I GTG MUMS BEING A ALARM CLOCK AGAIN ARRRGGHHHH shes anoying okey bye! ^^ xoxo
Hye'hye semueer (: Sudah terang iniey buhqan Lysha eyh . Hahaha . Inieyh Ein , dye pei cousin yang CUTE mcm cat . HAHAHAH ! K shh . I've changed Lysha's blogskins and all . Credits me kayh , Wings ? Nyahahaha , ^^ ! Daah eyh Lysha , kao jangan godeh'godeh codes lagiey ! Tangan gataal , aku potong kang ! Hahahaha , kae larh , tata ! Take care (: And find me @ http://einfarahin.blogspot.com (: Xoxo , EinFarahinJuliet .
Single again ^^ xoxox
Why must he do this to me?? why must he play!Fucked! and do this to me FUCKING WHY !! I FUCKING HATE YOU -.- REALY HATE YOU! THAT ALL I CAN SAY,:'( YOU MADE MY FEELING SO HAPPY FUCK NUT!
Is it me? am i thinking to deep?!:'( thinking negetive again? I DONT KNOW !!!! I REALY DONT FUCKING NO ANYMORE:'( he doesnt understand or see how i feel towards him :'( everytime ,when the Three werds are said, seems like nothing to him! everytime i wanna talk to him, seem like im invisible:'( am i invisible:'( Does he even love me still? :'( sometimes I JUST WANT TO SAY I HATE YOU but i love you soo much :'( hmmm...
Semalam!! Semalam me and boyfie had a momment where he was angry at me :( hee!Seriously cute and scary haa! well boyfie got mad at me pasal lysha thinking negative again , HAYioooo SO STUPID of me! and like i was soo scared of him when his like mad haa!, So Damn Hot! hee! (love a man with attetuide and angre when it comes to problems haa!) and well he acted soo MAD and didnt wanna talk to me :| SCARY SHYT! hee! i was shyting my self , like omg!, but then after that i was laughing my head off, cause his so damn cute and FUUHH! fierce hee! shows that he care alot hee!, and like makes me know him more and his attetuide more too hee! IM SORRY BABYBOO! , lysha taq akan buat lagi kay ^^ thehee!
Today!!! Today today today! hehee! it was sooo THE AWSOMENESS day of my life xD yes yes I GOT MY TONGUE pierced xD finally hee! and omg i was shakeing my head/heart out hee! it was soo Scary and painful when they clumped and poke my tongue hee!, but its werth it yay! hahahaha! I CANT TALK PROPLY grrr! heee! its so funny all the gurls said that i sound like a retard :( hee! LOVE THEM SOO MUCH HEE! and well my tongue is swollen now:(,haha! and i tried eating and well OMG SOO HARD hahaa, felt like a such failer man hee! well well im happy tho hee! AFTER PEIRCEING WENT TO FG AND I OMG GOT LOST ON THE WAY HOMe hahhaa! i took the wronge bus and had to run alway to the bus stop near my house haaha! then mummy picked me up. kehehe! i tryed talking normally hehe! luckly she wasnt suspicias hee! oh yeah ^^ well okey okey guys i wanna end it here but i will update again tomro hee! tata titi tutu love you!^^ bye xooxoxoxoxoxo
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